Learning how to wait

I know it's been a while since I posted anything.  The last time I did was when I started dating my boyfriend.  The past couple of months have been great.  I have never felt this way towards any man.  I have never felt this deeply loved by a man.  I just wanted to share what has been on my heart lately.  I get scared at times because of the unknown.  I can't see my future or what's going to happen in my life as a whole.  When you see the picture of the road on my blog, it's a picture of the road I live on in Arkansas.  You can look down the road, but you don't know what's coming.  I think that is the way life is.  Sometimes I frustrate myself trying to figure out what's about to come, but all the while it is to no avail.  I need to wait.  God is teaching me how to wait.  Man, it is so hard.  You know I feel like I've been waiting an eternity for my life to fall into place the way that I've always dreamed it would.  I know, I am very dramatic, but I hate waiting.  I know that it is for my good that I am waiting and that everything is being prepared for me, but sometimes I don't know what to do while waiting.  I feel like I'm twirling my fingers at times and just looking around wondering what is going on. Now, don't get me wrong, I am constantly doing something, but a part of me is hoping that it's not a waist of my time.  I honestly don't believe that it is, but, it has been hard.  Now, you may be wondering what I am waiting on.  Well, I'm a soul artist/ singer/songwriter and I've been waiting on just getting started in it fully.  I see it happening and I can even touch it, but, I must wait.  It's like when your mom is cooking this amazing dinner and you smell the aroma of it all and you can't wait to taste it and you go in the kitchen to see if she is done and she says not yet, it's going to be another hour and you feel like you are about to burst because you know that it is going to be sooooo good.  That's how I feel.  I'm excited about what's to come.  God has already answered my prayers in amazing ways.  I have waited and prayed for a man that will love me for me and love God and want to do what is right before Him and God has blessed my waiting by giving me a man that adores me. So, waiting does pay off.  I will continue to wait and share with you what is happening as I wait and even when its time for me to move forward down the road, I will make sure I let you know about the journey I'm on.  I hope my life and my journey is helping you in some way.